Sorry for my absents guys n gals! im Really Sorry! please forgive me. i just wanted to like make enough drawings so i can scan them ALL and not just one after the other (like i finish a drawing, scan that then go on another drawing) no no no that ain't the way it works with me. so! for my being absent for a few days, months, year. i want you all to leave me a message asking what you want me to draw for you! call it payback for me. lol life here isn't so great (like any life) and again im sorry. im So fricken sorry! right now im listenign to some tunes i put together on playlist.com and yeah. eww! my cat drooled on me! *icky!* OMG! Chris Angel is on!! Holy Jackass Fucker! =O... God Damn That guys H.O.T.!! O.O fucking crap, damnit, sonuvabitch,cunt licking ass fucking, dicksucking bitch! my Cat is in heat AGAIN!! Fuck how long will she be like this? its bee n2 weeks now! and now theres a MALE cat Pissing by our doors!! FUCK!... oh yeah umm.. i got glasses now just so you know.. and im SINGAL!! kool right? i think so, but... it's lonely after you think about it lol... I'M SO ALONE!!!! anyway lol umm so yeah.. i am.. a freak of nature! cause like... i can get guys on the Net but... in reality... Nope! no one here likes me, they think im just another girl. ugh! -_- Not Kool! ok so like i got guy friends but... no BF. WTF?!?! im still a virgin which ROCKS!!! YEAH!!! lol im a weirdo i know and im getting out of the black! (im sorry if that sounded mean guys im Really sorry!) but yeah im getting out of the dark clothes and going into the Light! (Damn Thats Bright! ~.n ) lol so ok umm...yeah. does anyone here have a bf/gf ?? i don't. it's lonely after a while, when you ACTUALLY think about it. but no matter, theres a guy at my school i like; Garrett. and he is awsome! lol but... we never talk. just say "hi" every noe and then, sometimes we wave. but other then that he no talk to me, except for this one time where i asked him how his life was, he said it was shitty tho. but still we TALKED! and it was awsome! lol and now a days i think, with my glasses on, i sometimes see his awsome blue eyes stare my way for a second the back to what he's looking at so... EEP!!!! lol he Could be looking at me! omg,omg,omg!!! but then again... nvm. so yea anyway. leavers me a message down below! and i'll get back at cheah! and if i DON'T get your message( like i logoff before i het to see that i have a message from you guys) then give me a "SMACK!!!" on my MSN or on here and i'll get to it a.s.a.p. ok? later!